THE MORE YOU TRY THE BETTER YOU GET AT IT

For those of you that are trying to get off drugs and are having such a hard time don't give up.
Keep telling yourself this time I'm going to do it. Learn from your past mistakes and don't forget the ones that keep repeating themselves every time.
We tend to forget the parts where we're broke , hungry , embarrassed , and partly suicidal , only out of dis pare that we think that we just can't do it. Yes You Can, just play all the bullshit through.
Me for example, hm mm let me think, I would look around the house through all the girlfriends purses looking for spare change. I would be on the phone to everyone I could think of after being turned down by my family and close friends. Sometimes I would sound like a whining fool asking that piece of sh-- dealer for a front.
One time I drove all over the city looking for someone to cash a GST check for me, money mart wouldn't because I already screwed them around.
This is only a portion of what goes on that I can think of off my head but do you get what I'm trying to get through to you.
When its about drugs its nothing but chaos. Thinking the whole day and night about drugs.
Now its time to think it through.
Think about you and what you can do when you put your mind to it and stick to it.
You have to do it hour by hour but stick to it.
You can do it I know you can. You have proven your a survivor of a lot worse and if you succeed, which I know you can then the rewards will be given to you in a way that you've never imagined.
YOU CAN DO IT, say it to yourself and feel that sense of pride and life. You will get your life back again.
Practise makes perfect, so don't get down get going and win your life back.