TELL SOMEONE THOSE LIES THAT KEEP US USING

I think in order to really be able to quit I needed to tell my love one the little secrets that I used in order to keep using, the constant lies of money, where I had been for hours on end, bills or people I owed money too (that was all made up so I would have more to use on payday) or just the way I would start arguments in order to have more time alone.
I told my girlfriend all these things that I did to get high and what I did when I was high, I even told her if she ever wanted to tell if I was high was to ask me to fool around, you see I had no interest in sex while I was high, and sometimes she would use that and confront me on it right away.
I made it harder for me to use in our home and for that matter anywhere else. At the time I didn't really like it but it was something I obviously wanted to do or I wouldn't have.
I would go to my parents and borrow money for gas to get to work( ya right ) and go straight to the dealers on the way home with an empty tank of gas, I tell my parents these things now and they just shake their heads in disbelief and I bow mine in embarrassment.
I didn't want to use anymore and I hated those lies that I would get caught in when I started to forget what I lied about the last time.
It is the hardest thing to do to let someone know these dark secrets but if you really want to quit you should tell all. It isn't going to be easy, it really wasn't but you know that it is for the best.
We were brought up to tell the truth and it makes life so much easier.
Life is hard enough without complicating it with the lies that go along with drug addiction, tell the truth and be free to tell your story of recovery, I'll be waiting in anticipation.
Please give it a chance.