Good morning. I hope that last night and this morning was a clean restful time for you.
I was thinking what a great day it would be for you to start your journey to the life that you want to live. Life sure misses you and I'm sure all the people that love you and miss you will be there to cheer you on too.
I can't help but think of the time I was going to start my journey but I always got side tracked or romanced into the using again. The funny thing is whenever I was going to use I would think that something was going to be different, the outcome I guess is what I mean, It never was.
I can tell you my day of using in detail like I am watching a movie and it isn't a good movie either, more like self destruction. Think it through for yourself and your day of using, chaotic no doubt.
Everyone I know who is still actively using is in the same predicament or worse, they can't seem fight the cravings so they continue to use but I know they want to quit.
One day, today, why not try and see if you can do it, you have the power to pick up the phone anytime you want, well don't you?.
Make some phone calls to people who care or talk to people that would love to hear from you, let them know that you are alive and well.
Your a fighter and your fighting for your life. Just think of what we accomplished while using, nothing but chaos but a day of being clean is a lot more calm.
The cravings will hit you I have no doubt but hang in there and It will only last a short while, compare the two, clean vs using, Play it through.
Come on I know you can do it, just try, your rewards will be so good.
Wow what a journey you are about to go on, it starts off a little rough at first but the road gets easier along the way, I'll be waiting at a cross road for you and maybe we can walk awhile together.
Your life is so valuable to everyone that loves and misses you, this journey will bring you back to them.
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