I was going downtown Vancouver the other day and saw so many loss souls just like I use to be. I had forgotten what it was like to live a normal day without the chaos of drugs. Some of the people looked so sad and it made me sick to my stomach.
If only we could wave a magic wand and give them a clean start for lets say 1 year and let them feel what it is like to wake up with the only thought on their mind is what they were going to have for breakfast.
There is no magic wand but there is will power and determination and my friends you have a never ending supply of that. Ask yourself if you want this for yourself, do you?
Step back and look closely at the way you are living and make your decision. You deserve to live again, to live a life with love and family, you know they miss you don't you?
I promise that things will get better for you, that you will grow into a better person than you already are.
I want to tell you this though, it isn't easy and it isn't always roses. I am going through some sort of depression now but I am still 1000 times happier than I was.
Learn to live again, Learn to love yourself, Learn that you are a valuable person to this planet and to the people that love you.
SHOW YOUR REAL SELF AND SHINE.
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You truly are an inspiration for anyone who is going through struggles with their life. Not necessarily drugs but anything which stops you from moving from that one spot. I know it is a struggle to keep moving at times but the rewards are so huge when you do and you've seen that. I am so proud of you as I know everyone else is as well. Your writings are truly a testament to someone who has "been there" and chose to come out of the shadows and live! I applaud each and every day you continue to be a part of our lives and know it comes from such great inner strength. We love you!
I agree with "anonymous". In fact, you need to take this one step further and start actively working with addicts. You understand them, you know what motivates them and you know so well, what will throw them back to that life. I've done the research, I have links to a couple of very interesting programs out here. Call me.
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