So you started on your road to recovery, everything is going fine and all of the sudden you get that urge to use and you start to convince your self that its ok to buy a little and it will only be a one time thing. When I first relapsed after my first stint in rehab I had thought the same thing but thats not the way it turned out, after 2 yrs of chaos and lies I finally confessed that I needed to get help again. The funny thing is is that nothing changed thoughout the use, it didn't get better because I was in controll of it. You are never in controll of that sh-- and it will suck every bit of self worth right out of you.
Don't let a slip become a relapse, get some help right away and tell someone that you slipped, I sure wish I did because maybe it would have saved 2 yrs of my life.
I fight for my clean time every day now and I will never give it away, to what? being broke, tired, skinny, gaunt, hungry, shamefull, lonely. Think of your reasons to stay on the road to recovery and fight, you might get knocked down but get up and keep on fighting for your life back.
This is not an easy task but living the life of an addict is constant work so stop thinking of giving up and keep going down the road you know best, the road that you were meant to be travelling where everyone you love and care about are on to share a life of happiness. The road of a drug addict leads to death, it starts off with the body and mind and eventually takes your soul.
Keep on fighting and never give up.
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