LOVE OF MY LIFE.

This is to my daughters.
I just came from a queen concert. Love of my life. That song is for you, that song and one from Chicago are the songs that bring tears to my eyes when I hear them.
The Chicago song starts off with a flute??? I use to sing it to you two all the time.
I just celebrated 4 yrs of being clean and it means nothing to me without you two in my life. I always fucked up after your mother and I split up but couldn't recover from the damage I did.
I was a person that turned to drugs to make up for the pain I was going through but that didn' t
work either. I am your father but you don't acknowledge it. I gave you love but you don't ackowledge that. I have paid child support for your whole life but you don't seem to know this or appreciate it??? I was addicted to drugs but I still paid your support??
I loved you two so much I couldn't let you down.
I might not have been the ideal father but I tried.
Your mother and my split up wasn't because of you two it was because we were just two people that were too young to start a marriage let alone a family.
I had problems too, Don't you?
My reason for this letter is to let you know that I know I'm the adult and I take full responsibility for not being a father to you girls. I let you down and i'm so sorry..
You two are the love of my life.