Its true, yes it can really happen to you. What you ask? You can have your life back, but its up to you... As you have already read in my past blogs, I have a niece and nephew that are struggling with addiction too. They are struggling with the life of being clean now. What should they do? What about work, food, money for everyday life?
As I am so much more a support system in an addicts life instead of living one I am learning to understand that they need to hear that I love them, that if they slip that its ok , just keep fighting. I am here for them now and I will always be here for them.
You two are doing so great, just think about where you have come from, where you were one year ago, two, three. I am not a perfect human being in any sense of the meaning. I am just a person who happens to be your uncle and is telling you that you can beat this addiction. I did so far, and so can you. I love you and I think you two are the most amazing people I have ever met.
Find your way in life that will make you happy without the use of drugs. Drugs only numb what you dont want to feel, dont you agree.
You are my world and my feelings...if you feel like using wont you just call me and tell me first, wont You.
My life, your life , means our life.. I fought for my life so fight for yours...like you never have before....I believed in myself, believe in yourself too..YOUR UNCLE RON
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
WHO LOVES YOU ....PARENTS OR DEALER...THE ANSWER IS CLEAR
Are you tired? Tired of trying to live a life you never dreamed you would be living as an addict.
I am here to tell you that you don't have to live this way anymore. I want you to promise me one thing if you are really serious about quitting. Stop pretending that you are fine and that you can quit anytime you want because I know that you can't and so do you!....
I want you to think about all the people in your life that love you, everyone that cares about you and ( loans you money ) ya right! as though you have the intention of paying it back!
I want you to think of the pain you are causing to your parents that put their youth into taking care of you, of changing you diaper, of never having any sleep for the first year of your life.
I want you to think of the people that are in your mind that you love and care for.
Now I want you to think of the dealers, the friends that are always around you when you have money or drugs but are never there when you need a helping hand.
Ask this question to yourself...Who loves you?
Please won't you come back to the life you were meant to live. Don't waste anymore time of this precious life that your parents gave to you and make them proud.
They believe in you, I believe in you...Won't you believe in yourself too...
LIFE GIVES BACK TO YOU, YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE.
I am here for you, I love you and i will do everything in my power to help you make it through this time of your life.
I deal with great pain every second of my day, with a loss that I can't put a scale to, but I can tell you it is unmeasureable. I am a survivor.
WHAT IS YOUR WORTH? ASK YOUR PARENTS, YOUR LOVE ONES, THEN DO ME A FAVOUR WILL YOU? ASK YOUR DEALER FOR A FRONT?? LOVE YOURSELF AND YOUR LIFE WILL BE YOURS AGAIN I PROMISE.
I am here to tell you that you don't have to live this way anymore. I want you to promise me one thing if you are really serious about quitting. Stop pretending that you are fine and that you can quit anytime you want because I know that you can't and so do you!....
I want you to think about all the people in your life that love you, everyone that cares about you and ( loans you money ) ya right! as though you have the intention of paying it back!
I want you to think of the pain you are causing to your parents that put their youth into taking care of you, of changing you diaper, of never having any sleep for the first year of your life.
I want you to think of the people that are in your mind that you love and care for.
Now I want you to think of the dealers, the friends that are always around you when you have money or drugs but are never there when you need a helping hand.
Ask this question to yourself...Who loves you?
Please won't you come back to the life you were meant to live. Don't waste anymore time of this precious life that your parents gave to you and make them proud.
They believe in you, I believe in you...Won't you believe in yourself too...
LIFE GIVES BACK TO YOU, YOU JUST HAVE TO BELIEVE.
I am here for you, I love you and i will do everything in my power to help you make it through this time of your life.
I deal with great pain every second of my day, with a loss that I can't put a scale to, but I can tell you it is unmeasureable. I am a survivor.
WHAT IS YOUR WORTH? ASK YOUR PARENTS, YOUR LOVE ONES, THEN DO ME A FAVOUR WILL YOU? ASK YOUR DEALER FOR A FRONT?? LOVE YOURSELF AND YOUR LIFE WILL BE YOURS AGAIN I PROMISE.
Monday, May 18, 2009
LOVE OF MY LIFE.
This is to my daughters.
I just came from a queen concert. Love of my life. That song is for you, that song and one from Chicago are the songs that bring tears to my eyes when I hear them.
The Chicago song starts off with a flute??? I use to sing it to you two all the time.
I just celebrated 4 yrs of being clean and it means nothing to me without you two in my life. I always fucked up after your mother and I split up but couldn't recover from the damage I did.
I was a person that turned to drugs to make up for the pain I was going through but that didn' t
work either. I am your father but you don't acknowledge it. I gave you love but you don't ackowledge that. I have paid child support for your whole life but you don't seem to know this or appreciate it??? I was addicted to drugs but I still paid your support??
I loved you two so much I couldn't let you down.
I might not have been the ideal father but I tried.
Your mother and my split up wasn't because of you two it was because we were just two people that were too young to start a marriage let alone a family.
I had problems too, Don't you?
My reason for this letter is to let you know that I know I'm the adult and I take full responsibility for not being a father to you girls. I let you down and i'm so sorry..
You two are the love of my life.
I just came from a queen concert. Love of my life. That song is for you, that song and one from Chicago are the songs that bring tears to my eyes when I hear them.
The Chicago song starts off with a flute??? I use to sing it to you two all the time.
I just celebrated 4 yrs of being clean and it means nothing to me without you two in my life. I always fucked up after your mother and I split up but couldn't recover from the damage I did.
I was a person that turned to drugs to make up for the pain I was going through but that didn' t
work either. I am your father but you don't acknowledge it. I gave you love but you don't ackowledge that. I have paid child support for your whole life but you don't seem to know this or appreciate it??? I was addicted to drugs but I still paid your support??
I loved you two so much I couldn't let you down.
I might not have been the ideal father but I tried.
Your mother and my split up wasn't because of you two it was because we were just two people that were too young to start a marriage let alone a family.
I had problems too, Don't you?
My reason for this letter is to let you know that I know I'm the adult and I take full responsibility for not being a father to you girls. I let you down and i'm so sorry..
You two are the love of my life.
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