A WISH OF RECOVERY

Hi there. Its been awhile hasn't it. I hope you have had enough of the addiction life and are thinking of doing something about it today.
Even today when I think about the turmoil and chaos of that life I get anxiety attacks. What a life we choose when in addiction. I can promise you that it is nothing like that in recovery. I use to spend so much time just trying to get high and when I was high I was a complete basket case. You know what I mean don't you. Do you know what? I know you're hurting inside, I know there is a pain for some reason or another that you are trying to ease. I know that you don't want to use drugs but they seem to take that pain away...or do they?
When you come down off of using for a time and you feel so emotional and sad of where you are in life, when you don't have a cent on you, you're hungry and tired and you feel so alone. Is that easing the pain? I would feel like that after every drug use. I was always so down even when I was using but I couldn't stop.
Do you feel like that? If you do you should find an addiction place and just make an appointment. It will cost you no more than a quarter and you might just save your life.
Go and tell someone that you want to go to rehab because you know as well as I do you can't do it alone. The government sponsors people and you could get the help you need.
I did and I want the same for you. Give your life over to these people for a short time and learn to live again without drugs or other mind altering crap. Won't you just do this one thing for yourself...please just give it a try. My life has changed so much since I did and I'm happy now.
If I had one wish to make I would wish it for all of you to find that inner strength and get help so that you can be the person that you want to be again, to find yourself and to be with your family and to live a normal life again.
Are there such things as wishes? There just might be if you make my wish come true!!!
I believe in you...