I see I haven't blogged since 2016.
I have come such a long way since then. I will go back and read some of my old posts just to see where I was then and where I am now.
I am retired now and my wife and I live a great life. We fight just like anyone else but as we grow we learn so many ways to live in harmony.
My life as a Crack head is in the past, so many bad memories but it is as though it wasn't me living that life.
I am a totally different person. To be able to make it out of that life style is a feat in itself but I did it and you can too!
I know I've talked about the absentee I've lived from my children and I still haven't seen them. I try but to no avail.
I can live this life I have but the loss in my heart is so painful. I deal with it daily but I stay on the right path instead of numbing myself.
If you struggle with drug addiction just know that?
It is possible to beat this. It takes power from you but you can do it, you can take your life back again. Don't give up!
I haven't written in so many years and I'm a bit rusty, lol.
We only have one life to life on earth and I'm 63 years into mine. I'm going to be a great husband, friend, companion and a good human to others for my remaining days.
Who we are reflects on who our parents were. I will try and show people what I was taught by my dad but especially my mom, she was a beautiful soul.
Be good to people, be loving ,kind and respectful but most of all be give the same kindness to yourself.
You are the only one on earth that know what goes through your mind every second, minute, hour of everyday in our lives..
Big hugs ..
Hopefully talk again soon.
