I am starting to realize that my life is only what I have made of it. I was always so use to blaming others of all my miss fortunes in life. I used crack because I was stupid. I got addicted and when I should have quit I didn't and then I was living in hell, wasn't my fault though?
I am not happy with where I am in my life right now. I don't like my job, I don't like the fact that I have no trade but I never went for it. I never reached for the stars I just settled for what came my way and then I bitch about it.
I am not the most educated man but I am not simple either. I have always felt that I was not as bright as the next person and my old teachers told me so, my father told me so, my conscience told me so.
I was never going to amount to anything because I can't reach those stars. Someone put them too far from my grasp.
I was told in rehab that a very low percentage of people stay clean, ( I wish it was everyone ) and one of those percentages is me, me , yes me.
I am the only one who can reach those stars for myself and that is for any goal. You can too.
I want to have something for myself, that I did and can be proud of myself for it. I don't right now but I can see it, I can almost reach it too.
We can do most everything we want to if we just take those steps towards that goal, won't you take them with me and support me along the way and I for you. Lets go for it.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
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